I have reached out to someone tonight so that is ok. It feels good to write my worries, which is why I also have this blog. Ah ah! talking of hubby who confides to stranger whereas I very much do it too but on the blogs!

It is a strange vibe in the house tonight. Hubby is watching comedies and laughing. It is eerie. He still thinks his behaviour was fair and safe and normal. He lives in total denial of any criticism anyone tells him  about things he CAN change. Unfortunately, he does not see me as support when push comes to shove and would rather be a bully than speak when we hurt and he is stressed out to the max.