I am not sure, but it looks like I have already smoked two packs of cigarettes since this morning. Yes, I am too heavy a smoker to make sense, Clau Clau...Pauvre Clau Clau. In truth, this adoptive mom does not remember having adopted me. As I said, we are all crazy. The giving birth she remembers is not me but of my half sister. Poor Clau Clau has no talent in this life, spiritually that is. Next life , God insinuated she would have it all: be a queen in egypt, save her son from wrath and be talented spiritually. Right now, she seems kind of dead inside to me.  I prayed she would get spiritual talent because she understood aboslutely nothing of my whole life and Lilou story. She still thinks I have not been adopted. I am closer to my ungrateful half sister in my next life than to her. We are all responsible for each other in each family, adoptive or not, each time. It will be interesting to hear about Clau Clau as a controversial egypt queen from afar in India. At last, some spiritual talent. That truly is the best gift to get people. But Clau Clau will also have temptations of riches. She will become a worthy mother of the heir, her son. I dont know if she will be smart. It does not matter. remember:  we can hear wisdom and sainthood in mentally challenged kids better than in political leaders of this world!