I cannot cry tonight. I feel hollow. Like an abandoned bird house with straw left inside. I did not do much today, therefore I have time to feel the mourning tonight. They had Brian's first girlfriend cat for over two decades I think (BJG's parents).In many ways, Jennifer totally acted towards me like an excellent mum (in law). While she was not top shape, like for the last 60 years, she remained kind, funny, strong willed and loving. She has been for almost 30 years, the mother figure I had missed all my life (when I met her). She obviously did not raise me, but she certainly educated me in the ways of her own parents.