I took a sleeping pill (half of one) to go to bed before midnight tonight. I have been very excited recently with the reopening of the shop online so I hope I dont overdo it once more. Life is very good these days but I am getting lazy from bad nights of sleep. I don't write nearly half as much or 2/3 as much as when I was stone and wild. It has one good side: I sleep more and I dont harass people with strange emails anymore. Still sober of course from pot. I have aboslutely no interest in ever smoking cannabis ever again. It is not good for my brain anymore. Nor my lifestyle. 

I am very sleepy from the half pill. I am out of decaf coffee so I don't drink it right now. It is past 10pm. I saw a sample of The flowers. It definitley does not have the professionalism it used to have when I worked with two different staff. The formatting was all wrong on the cover and the images were stretchy. Not professional looking at all like it used to be. Plus they are now charging real crazy prices for my books. Appparently , paper prices are up the roof. I got most of my work done in time it looks like in 2019 to 2021, when prices were not downright crazy like now. And one of the staff I enjoyed was still working there with the best designer in the shop for my books.